Dun dun dun dun!!

Admit it. ..................................... At some point in time you've tried to see if you had superpowers.I remember trying to fly haha that didn't seem to go so well in the long run so I just stuck to being the walking superwoman lmao

-Imani.Insanityy

I'm Not ready to give it all up

I'm NOT ready that's all I ever get truth is these hoes they'll always be there for you yup they'll never leave you they'll never bore you just stress you out until you go crazy and think life is a bunch of BS and want to end it but hey me I just wanted to love you

-Imani Insanityy

What she doesn't know wont hurt her

-He was Honest and it hurt like hell-

We've all heard "I lie because I love you and don't wanna hurt you" and some people read into this statement as being pure bullshit but does that mean that love is not allowed secrets?
Truth is lien turns out to be what hurts the most or does it? I've always been one to say gimmie the truth, I'd rather you tell me the truth then lie to me. Truth is sometimes I wish some hadn't I wish to exist in my fairytale world for just another min, kinda like the matrix lol . I mean yea the truth shall set "them" free but all it ever does for me is hurt. If you think about it if honesty was the base there wouldn't be any truth to reveal because there would have never been a lie in the first place. But who is the Honesty for you or them? Looking at the reverse position of things,

"If you can't be honest with yourself all you have to offer me is lies"
-Imani Insanityy

Are you ok?

I wonder if anyone in the world gets as lonely as I do sometimes siting in a room full of people but not understanding where you fit; That's just where my head takes me sometimes.

"Don't let you conscious steal your happiness"
-Imani Insanityy

sometimes when we're together I feel as if god handed me the perfect sin

I look at the situation I put myself in and see the exit clear as day but I'm not ready to give up; is that fair? fair to me or to her or to him? We've created this separate world , where when we are together there's no where else I'd rather be. Sometimes I'm so wrapped up in this fictional "US" that I forget that its still just "HIM" & "ME". So many woman when being cheated on are so quick to jump on the other woman because they are hurt and offended they feel that any woman who'd allow herself to share a Man's affection is simply desperate. Truth is, I'm not desperate nor do I have to struggle for attention he just Happens to be my "perfect sin." I don't understand love and I've really given up on cliches to explain this love because love just is. When you allow yourself to love freely you allow your heart to live. Yea ,Ive tried to put myself in Her shoes and I've come to my senses quite a few times but just as she'd hurt so would I. My intentions were never to hurt anyone "love shouldn't hurt". Society's logic would call me a "home wrecker" but just as he is her world he is my galaxy. When ever hes near me logic goes out the window and my selfish heart craves all of his love. Some days i feel like the other woman other days I feel like just his best friend and some I feel like "WE" would be so perfect; but honestly I don't know if he could ever give up anything for me. But then again we are what we are for a purpose.

"I'm ready to deal with the situation , Just not ready to LOSE"
-Imani Insanityy

Truth Of Ones Heart

No matter how many times love has hurt you, no matter how many times you verbally say you give up, you and I both know it's never over. Ive tried to expel love but the truth is without love I hurt more than I do than I did with today fabrication of what real love is. Maybe "God" wrote it in the natural design of us all love will always remain apart of us; its what makes us human and no matter how bad it burns us, its still the reason we breath. So I say to love:

"Push down and I shall stand again; for without you I am only nothing I am NOT"

-Imani Insanityy