I look at the situation I put myself in and see the exit clear as day but I'm not ready to give up; is that fair? fair to me or to her or to him? We've created this separate world , where when we are together there's no where else I'd rather be. Sometimes I'm so wrapped up in this fictional "US" that I forget that its still just "HIM" & "ME". So many woman when being cheated on are so quick to jump on the other woman because they are hurt and offended they feel that any woman who'd allow herself to share a Man's affection is simply desperate. Truth is, I'm not desperate nor do I have to struggle for attention he just Happens to be my "perfect sin." I don't understand love and I've really given up on cliches to explain this love because love just is. When you allow yourself to love freely you allow your heart to live. Yea ,Ive tried to put myself in Her shoes and I've come to my senses quite a few times but just as she'd hurt so would I. My intentions were never to hurt anyone "love shouldn't hurt". Society's logic would call me a "home wrecker" but just as he is her world he is my galaxy. When ever hes near me logic goes out the window and my selfish heart craves all of his love. Some days i feel like the other woman other days I feel like just his best friend and some I feel like "WE" would be so perfect; but honestly I don't know if he could ever give up anything for me. But then again we are what we are for a purpose.
"I'm ready to deal with the situation , Just not ready to LOSE"
-Imani Insanityy
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